As always, here’s my fairly literal translation of this verse:
10[The]
beginning of wisdom [is] the fear of the LORD.
Good understanding to the all of their
doings.
His praise [is] one standing forever.
Somewhat continuing my thoughts from the last post – As I
look back over the entire Psalm, the over-riding point, it seems to me, is to
acknowledge the Lord’s sovereign and good rule over all Creation. Especially in
an ancient’s way of thinking, it’s no wonder the psalmist concludes with the
statements of vv. 9 & 10, “Holy and fearsome is His name! The fear of the
Lord is the beginning of wisdom!” As discussed before, the ancients lived their
lives under absolute despots and “fear” of those in authority was a significant
and proper part of their lives. In the case of good kings, it could co-exist
with love but even in love one could never lose sight of that king’s majesty.
Even in love, he still held the power of life and death over you.
I guess what I’m trying to say is I think that is why I (we)
struggle to really understand this concept of “the fear of the Lord.” We (Americans)
just don’t live in a world where one fears those in authority. Add to that the
fact that the NT seems more to emphasize God’s love and the whole “fear” thing
becomes a somewhat vague or nebulous concept to us.
Even living in that ancient world, a good example of someone who had to learn the lesson taught here in Psalm 111 was
Nebuchadnezzar. Even having been warned by Daniel, one day he stood atop his
palace, surveyed the city of Babylon, and said to himself, “Is not this the
great Babylon I have built … by my mighty power and for the glory of my
majesty?” (Dan 4:30). Immediately a voice from Heaven spoke, “Seven times will
pass over you until you acknowledge that the Most High rules over the kingdoms
of man” (4:32) and suddenly the “great” king was eating grass like a cow. Of
course, he did come to his senses and was restored but then, interestingly, his
grandson Belshazzar did not. When, many years later, the hand appeared writing
on the wall, Daniel told him, “You, Belshazzar, have not humbled yourself,
though you knew all this (what had happened to your grandfather) … You did not
honor the God who holds in His hand your life and all your ways” (5:22,23). That
night Cyrus the Mede conquered Babylon and executed Belshazzar.
“The Most High rules over the kingdoms of man.” “The fear of
the LORD is the beginning of wisdom.”
It is easy to see the error of Nebuchadnezzar and his
grandson, but can I see it in my own life? I’m certainly no great king but do I
really acknowledge in my mundane everyday life that “the Most High rules over the
kingdoms of man?” My “kingdom” may be small and seemingly insignificant but it
is the world I live in. As I said earlier, I don’t think I’ve ever really
understood this. In my mind, it’s been my world, my life, my work, my problems,
and I need the Lord to step into my life and help me. It has never occurred to
me before just how much it is true that this not my world, it is not my life.
Even my assignments at work or the jobs I need to do around the house are not
really my work. My “problems” are not
even really my problems. This is God’s world, not mine. This life I live I only
live because He has granted me this short window of time where I can be a part
of what He, in fact, is doing.
I need to insert here that, at a point like this, typically
American Christians start imagining some great “work” they need to run off and
do “somewhere,” but I totally reject that mentality. As Paul told the Corinthians,
“Let a man remain in the place of his calling.” I don’t need to run off “somewhere”
to “serve the Lord.” In every epistle of the NT, God calls us to live our lives
for Him right where we are. “Husbands love your wives.” “Children obey your
parents.” “Whatever you do, do it heartily, as unto the Lord.” I fear this
subtle error robs God’s people of ever really realizing exactly what I think we
are all supposed to see in Psalm 111 – that “the Most High rules over the
kingdoms of man” and therefore, in my life, in the mundane of my everyday
existence, at my job, while I mow the grass, when I’m paying for my groceries –
when I’m moving about in my “kingdom” I need to see it all as God’s world. I either serve Him in that
world, or I simply do not serve Him at all.
But back to seeing it as God’s
world. The big issue is not whether He will help me with my world. The big
issue is whether I’m being a willing part of His. In His world, in the only real world, the fear of the Lord is the
beginning of wisdom. I still have trouble wrapping my mind around the “fear”
motif but I can understand that all day, every day, I should be awed by His
majesty, by all we’ve read in Psalm 111, that He rules over everything.
This is precisely why it says, “Good understanding to the all of their doings,” or, as smoothed out
by the NIV, “All who follow His precepts have good understanding.” If reality
is that this is His world, then it’s
only going to make sense and “work” when I act accordingly. When I’m forgetting
that fact, it is only logical that something isn’t going to “work.” Things won’t
“fit” together. I’ll always be fighting the current. On the other hand, when I
do get it figured out, when I stop saying, “Lord, help me with my world,” and
start saying, “Lord, how do you want me to fit into Your world?” – then there
is any hope I’ll really makes sense of anything.
Jesus’ words come to my mind: “My meat is to do the will of
Him who sent Me and to finish it” (John 4:34).
I’m still figuring it all out. I’m still trying to
understand how to think and act and pray differently in this new paradigm, with
God at the center instead of me.
I don’t know if I’ll ever really be comfortable with the “fear
of the Lord” being prominent in my mind. I don’t know if it is a NT thing but
when I think of Him, it is first of all His love and grace and kindness that
leave me utterly awed. But I think, having studied Psalm 111, the “fear” thing
makes a lot more sense. Most of all, it does make sense to me that I have long
needed this total paradigm shift.
God help me live out the rest of my days as Your days – whatever that means.
Thank you for Psalm 111. What an eye-opener! Now on to Psalm
112 which I believe will be about exactly what I’m currently wrestling with –
how does a man live who believes Psalm 111? The Lord says, “I’m glad you asked.
Keep reading. I’ve included Psalm 112 just for this purpose.”
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